There's this crazy woman, around her 40s or 50s, big stomach (from fats and not pregnancy) at the hdb flats near the bball court outside school. and tj was just bouncing the ball and this crazy woman went up to him and say "excuse me ah, what does that sign say? i dont understand leh. is it cannot play ball here?" that's not the end. and jinghui quickly apologises sincerely, and rachel laughed at jinghui cuz i think she mumbled something funny. then that crazy woman thought that rachel is laughing at her. she charged like a bull towards us and screamed, bellowed, yelled to rachel "WHAT ARE YOU LAUGHING AT! DONT THINK I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU LAUGHING ABOUT!" like, hello what's your problem seriously luh! who wants laugh at you uh. we look at you already puke liao lor still got the room to laugh meh. and then someone, forgot who, said sorry again, and she immediately barked at the top of her voice, "YOU SHUTUP! I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU! SHUTUP SHUTUP SHUTUP!" she really siao one cuz alot ppl were talking at the same time so she practically said shutup zillion of times. andthen, i used mandarin say "aye today they give the cyber wellness handbook at the last page got IMH's number leh should we call?" then that crazy woman shouted again "I KNOW MANDARIN OKAY. I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. DO YOU KNOW WHO AM I? NEVERMIND, TML YOU'LL KNOW. TML YOU GO FIND PRINCIPAL TO EXPLAIN!" hahaha maybe you're the old school discipline mistress, mehhhhhhh mehhhhhhhh i'm so scared. loser luh. and then she screamed, "THIS PLACE IS ONLY FOR THE RESIDENTS TO REST, NOT LIKE YOU PEOPLE! YOU ALL LUCKY TODAY I NEVER BRING HANDPHONE I CAN VIDEO DOWN AND SEND TO YOUR SCHOOL UH!" more like, you cant afford a handphone, really you look like you're from the 60's. and, based on my contextual knowledge, i know that common spaces like void decks are grounds that government built for singaporeans to foster bonds and build friendships. so why not you come sit with us and we can chat about all the things in the world? she also yelled that "YOU ALL SECONDARY SCHOOL ALREADY. SEC1 SEC2, MAYBE SEC3. DONT THINK I DONT KNOW YOU ALL GIRLFRIENDS AND BOYFRIENDS! I SAW YOU HUGGING OKAY!" omg that's seriously a major problem with her? which boob of her did she see us hugging? u mean that talking and siting on bench = hugging? ohmy, then i dont think you can come to nanhuahighschool canteen, dear, that's alots of people talking and siting there! so many people are intercousing there right?

PHEW BLEW EVERYTHING OUT.

I've also learnt that whatever effort you put in wont show in your output. and that for me, all have gone to waste. It's seriously disappoining and disheartening to know that you've failed yourself, and that feeling vucking sucks. I dont know what I'm capable of anymore.